tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-92060599396677092382012-03-01T04:04:27.110-05:00Janienoreply@blogger.comBlogger641100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-57070773942765128972011-07-16T14:08:00.004-04:002011-07-16T14:18:10.908-04:00I am posting this out of popular demand. :o)<br /><br />I have received many nice emails and comments about my IVF process and pregnancy. I always get the following question: "how did you tell your husband you were pregnant?"<br /><br />I told him we were pregnant on Easter. I purchased plastic Easter eggs and in the Easter eggs I wrote "<span style="font-weight: bold;">surprise we are pregnant</span>" on little pieces of paper.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-0OKc0wsc7_s/TiHVGiPC2GI/AAAAAAAAAW8/4Kh5okrgnqo/s1600/easter-eggs_3-203x300.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 203px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-0OKc0wsc7_s/TiHVGiPC2GI/AAAAAAAAAW8/4Kh5okrgnqo/s400/easter-eggs_3-203x300.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5630015317435668578" border="0" /></a>{<a href="http://lolosad.com/easter-eggs.html">via</a>}<br /><br />There were many tears of joy and pure relief that we were pregnant and could put the IVF medication and doctors behind us.<br /><br /><a href="http://ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com/2011/07/its-girl.html">Guess what we are having....</a><br /><br /></div>I am going the SUYL at <a href="http://www.kellyskornerblog.com/">Kelly's Korner</a> this week.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-5707077394276512897?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-71839878536959527042011-07-13T05:36:00.004-04:002011-07-13T05:40:48.339-04:00<div align="center"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-bfEGhk0YEfw/Th1nxZswr9I/AAAAAAAAAWU/5JQE8GkG2f0/s1600/NewFiat500_its-a-girl.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5628769207692865490" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 291px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-bfEGhk0YEfw/Th1nxZswr9I/AAAAAAAAAWU/5JQE8GkG2f0/s400/NewFiat500_its-a-girl.png" border="0" /></a> {<a href="http://freshcleanbloomers.blogspot.com/2011/07/recent-adventure-3-its-girl.html">via</a>}</div><br /><div align="center"><br /></div><br /><div align="left">I know it has been a long time since I last posted. I apologize for this. It is part pregnancy brain and part just plain busy. I am busy nesting!</div><br /><div align="left"><br /></div><br /><div align="left">But we found out the gender! It's a GIRL. I am so excited for my little baby girl to arrive. I can't wait to meet her, she is such a blessing in my life.</div><br /><div align="center"><br /><br /></div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><br /><br /></div><br /><div align="center"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-7183987853695952704?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-48765607577979719342011-06-16T16:03:00.003-04:002011-06-16T16:09:25.625-04:00I really enjoyed reading this <a href="http://www.shadygrovefertility.com/newsletter/infertility-mans-view">article</a> on a man's perspective about a male factor infertility. As you know we had a male factor. It think this article gives a lot of hope.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-4876560757797971934?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-74495346366648558052011-06-07T05:17:00.002-04:002011-06-07T05:23:00.778-04:00Yesterday, was a truly amazing day. I heard our baby's heartbeat for the first time. I am so in love with this little baby. It took my breath away and was total music to my ears. I am praying for all of the women trying to conceive. I know how hard it can be waiting and not knowing.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-7449534636664855805?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-82288871908326492012011-05-25T20:10:00.002-04:002011-05-30T20:25:25.398-04:00I have had a few tests in the last few weeks. I had another blood pressure monitor and had some blood work done. Since my pregnancy is high risk they are doing extra tests on me and the baby.<br /><br />Happy Memorial Day!<br /><br />I said a prayer this morning for all of our brave men and women- past, present, and future service members.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-8228887190832649201?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-23042733099336563502011-05-15T19:30:00.003-04:002011-05-15T19:37:11.452-04:00Since my last post, I have had:<br /><br /><br /><ul><br /><li>2 more HCG blood tests</li><br /><li>2 ultrasounds to see baby and heart beat</li><br /><li>graduated from IVF to a regular OBGYN</li><br /><li>having a lot of the 1st trimester symptoms</li></ul><br /><p>I am currently in my 8th week of pregnancy. My tummy is round and it is getting harder and harder to hide my tummy. I started to show pretty early on. </p>I have a maternal fetal specialist appointment coming up in two weeks. I am just so happy and excited about all of the changes that have occurred in my life and my body since finding out that I am pregnant.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-2304273309933656350?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-28081859354232063832011-04-26T16:21:00.000-04:002011-04-26T16:21:00.208-04:00I am going to use the following websites as ideas for my maternity wardrobe:<br /><br />1. <a href="http://www.olianmaternity.com/">Olian Maternity</a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-orjdJa4TyM0/TbM5qyR23lI/AAAAAAAAAUU/bRzxBEs1UYo/s1600/4.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 225px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-orjdJa4TyM0/TbM5qyR23lI/AAAAAAAAAUU/bRzxBEs1UYo/s400/4.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5598882168965619282" border="0" /></a>{<a href="http://www.olianmaternity.com/">via</a>}<br /><br />I just love the black leggings, high heels, and yellow pattern top look. I am going to mimic this style by purchasing maternity black leggings and a tunic top like this <a href="http://www.bodenusa.com/en-US/Womens-Tunics-Kaftans/WL599-DBL/Womens-Storm-Mosaic-Terrazzo-Tunic.html">one</a>. <br /></div><br /><a href="http://www.olianmaternity.com/"></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-hAMe117K9HA/TbM5hV8iCzI/AAAAAAAAAUM/bAobaEZO-BM/s1600/2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 225px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-hAMe117K9HA/TbM5hV8iCzI/AAAAAAAAAUM/bAobaEZO-BM/s400/2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5598882006741158706" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">{<a href="http://www.olianmaternity.com/">via</a>}<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />I like this blouse and the shorts with the high heels. This will be great for the summer. <br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-2808185935423206383?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-50188646340300471002011-04-24T18:09:00.001-04:002011-04-24T18:09:00.102-04:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-hMsJxiCzOKM/TXLDCJEBebI/AAAAAAAAATU/j6peZADP-do/s1600/il_570xN_224384003.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580737329825413554" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 400px; height: 324px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-hMsJxiCzOKM/TXLDCJEBebI/AAAAAAAAATU/j6peZADP-do/s400/il_570xN_224384003.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="center">{<a href="http://www.etsy.com/listing/69377791/chocolate-easter-bunny-onesie-or-shirt?ref=sr_gallery_38&amp;ga_search_query=newborn+onesies&amp;ga_page=4&amp;ga_search_type=handmade&amp;ga_facet=handmade">pic</a>}</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>This is a cute bunny onesie idea. Happy Easter!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-5018864634030047100?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-56516921623642078562011-04-23T15:53:00.006-04:002011-04-23T16:52:36.020-04:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/--g1SGWdgxMg/TbMxw8CRw5I/AAAAAAAAAUE/3OTZyeIDZ3Q/s1600/fetaldev30.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 265px; height: 238px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/--g1SGWdgxMg/TbMxw8CRw5I/AAAAAAAAAUE/3OTZyeIDZ3Q/s400/fetaldev30.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5598873478570820498" border="0" /></a>{<a href="http://arabiaenglish.babycenter.com/pregnancy/fetaldevelopment/30weeks/">pic</a>}<br /></div><br /><br />I found out on Thursday, April 21st at 10 am that I am pregnant. The nurse from the IVF center called and left a message on my cell phone. I was at work so I had to get up and go to the bathroom because I started to cry out of pure happiness. Then I left early to surprise my husband.<br /><br />We are so excited! The next day I went out and purchased the changing table that I wanted. I know it is weird but I already had the crib and I really wanted the changing table.<br /><br />My next appointment is on Monday to make sure that the HCG level is still increasing.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-5651692162364207856?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-73264224513579767582011-04-17T10:20:00.003-04:002011-04-17T10:28:58.248-04:00<div align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-xb6VEwlyNtI/Tar41V9VHII/AAAAAAAAAT8/RixEYWgk2fg/s1600/he_loves_me_not__by_melavery.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5596559082272398466" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 383px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-xb6VEwlyNtI/Tar41V9VHII/AAAAAAAAAT8/RixEYWgk2fg/s400/he_loves_me_not__by_melavery.jpg" border="0" /></a>{<a href="http://fem-fatl.com/2011/he-loves-me-he-loves-me-not/">pic</a>} </div>Have you ever tossed around in your mind "he loves me, me loves me not" when you liked a guy? Well, for the past week I have been doing that about being pregnant. One minute I think I am pregnant without a doubt and the next minute I am preparing myself for the worst news of not being pregnant. This 14 day waiting period hasn't been as bad as I previously anticipated. However, I am scared about the actual blood test. That test is final. There will be no more guessing whether I am or am not pregnant. I will have to deal with whatever emotions come after that blood test. I will make sure to describe every feeling that I have here on my blog.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-7326422451357976758?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-75225558296342153002011-04-10T06:35:00.002-04:002011-04-10T06:45:43.561-04:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-FD4Wv3T34ko/TaGKUiY15KI/AAAAAAAAAT0/JD4J0eGyPSs/s1600/blastocyst.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5593904297603884194" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 339px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 322px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-FD4Wv3T34ko/TaGKUiY15KI/AAAAAAAAAT0/JD4J0eGyPSs/s400/blastocyst.jpg" border="0" /></a> <br /><div><br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">{<a href="http://www.parkavefertility.com/blastocyst_culture_transfer.html">pic</a>} </div>On Friday at 12:31 pm, my doctor with the help of a nurse and the embryologist transferred one embryo into my uterus. It was an amazing day. They projected our embryo up on a t.v. screen before the transfer. The doctor said, it is a beautiful embryo. Then my husband said beautiful just like my wife. It WAS the sweetest moment. I will never forget it and I will always cherish that moment. The grade of our blastocyst was AB. They said this is a good quality embryo. I will go back for a blood test on April 21st to find out if I am pregnant. I can't wait. I am just so happy. I am currently on bed rest and just watching t.v. and reading and letting my husband bring me everything! :o) </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-7522555829634215300?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-48233642798910311252011-04-06T02:54:00.004-04:002011-04-06T03:06:22.053-04:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-WEh33pQgGJo/TZwO9ecDagI/AAAAAAAAATs/L_D3tUz9Ico/s1600/report-card-3.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 326px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-WEh33pQgGJo/TZwO9ecDagI/AAAAAAAAATs/L_D3tUz9Ico/s400/report-card-3.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5592361286592850434" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">{<a href="http://www.whiteoaksblog.com/2009/03/31/san-carlos-real-estate-report-card-q1-09/">pic</a>}<br /><br /></div>For the past two days, I have been receiving updates about our embryos. On Monday I learned that we have 3 embryos. They retrieved 14 eggs, 6 were mature, and 3 turned into embryos. We have 3 little embryos. I am so happy that they are doing so well. I love them.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-4823364279891031125?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-26721300668543743212011-04-04T10:44:00.002-04:002011-04-04T10:46:30.161-04:00Yesterday was my egg retrieval. It went well and they were able to retrieve 14 eggs! I was scared and nervous about the egg retrieval because I didn't know what to expect. But it ended up being easy and uneventful. <br /><br />I am just taking it easy today and waiting for my fertilization report. <br /><br />I will keep you posted!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-2672130066854374321?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-31128504709414222042011-04-01T04:35:00.005-04:002011-04-01T04:52:56.812-04:00<div align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-ih_koIjyYKE/TZWSFEvzSeI/AAAAAAAAATk/FTM_NDA6Oeg/s1600/hormones-300x229.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5590535128321575394" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 229px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-ih_koIjyYKE/TZWSFEvzSeI/AAAAAAAAATk/FTM_NDA6Oeg/s400/hormones-300x229.jpg" border="0" /></a>{<a href="http://migraineheadachecures.net/top-five-migraine-headache-triggers/">pic</a>} </div>Beware I am under the influence of hormones and I am doing daily monitoring appointments now. So far my experience with IVF hasn't been that bad. I have been getting good reports on my growing follicles and giving the shots each night hasn't been that awful. However, yesterday disappointment reared its ugly head again. I thought my HCG trigger was going to be last night and I was mentally preparing myself for a Saturday, April 2nd egg retrieval. But then I got that dreaded phone call from my nurse that said <span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">one more day</span> of shots and come back in the morning for ultrasound and blood work. I thought I was going to jump out of my skin, one more day of ultrasound and blood work! That is not what I wanted to hear. Then I realized that the only thing I wanted was to be <span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">in control</span> and I wanted this whole process to be over. I am beginning to realize how much I love being in control. I have controlled everything in my life up until this point. It is all out of my control. How will my body responds to the drugs? How many eggs will they retrieve? Will the eggs fertilize? Will this be a successful cycle? Will I get pregnant? It is all out of my control. I don't have the answers and I just have to wait and see how this story plays out. Disappointment is a right of passage while doing IVF I am convinced. It is like running a marathon and trying to get to the end and seeing the finish line but it is still 5 miles ahead. I still have 5 more miles to go before I see how this story ends or cycle ends.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-3112850470941422204?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-45519085596213296882011-03-21T18:30:00.003-04:002011-03-21T18:40:28.591-04:00Currently, I am on day 8 of my Lupron shots. I got my period today and called the doctor's office to schedule a monitoring appointment for tomorrow morning at 7:15 am. <br /><br />The rest of this post is for memory sake so that I can remember how I felt before and after my first Lupron shot...<br /><br />Last night, I had a restless night's sleep because I was anticipating my first Lupron shot. I asked my husband to wake up early with me in case I couldn't give myself the shot. I continued to wake up each hour starting around 2 am. At 5:15 am, I got up and started to prep everything for my first shot. Then one, two, three I stuck myself with the needle. It was easy, quick, and painless. I was surprised how easy it ended up being. I told my husband that acupuncture is more painful. Then the sting and bump that resembled a bug bite formed in the location that I administered the shot. Since, I was so emotionally exhausted and still dealing with the time change (spring forward) I went back to bed.<br /><br />The Lupron shot has been making me feel like an old, old, old lady. My joints hurt and I ache all over my body. I have had sharp pains in my side, left breast, and left leg. I am feeling bloated and my body feels like it is preparing for a pregnancy. But I am willing to endure and sacrifice it all for a baby.<br /><br />I am just excited. I can't believe in 18 days from now I could have an embryo inside of me. :o)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-4551908559621329688?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-19529804121359690372011-03-12T15:37:00.003-05:002011-03-12T15:45:57.570-05:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-O6-05EzlzJI/TXvbfc0JI5I/AAAAAAAAATc/7h3eUH6BZuQ/s1600/meds_001.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5583297496413184914" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 232px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-O6-05EzlzJI/TXvbfc0JI5I/AAAAAAAAATc/7h3eUH6BZuQ/s400/meds_001.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>I got my first IVF medicine last week from Freedom Ferility. They sent me a two week supply of Lupron and it cost $129. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Here is a video showing how to give the Lupron shot and other medications: <a href="http://www.freedommedteach.com/player/Videos.aspx">http://www.freedommedteach.com/player/Videos.aspx</a></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-1952980412135969037?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-63813061625916349672011-03-08T17:55:00.000-05:002011-03-08T17:55:00.289-05:00<div align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-zNQdXMnFDKc/TXK_6miYSYI/AAAAAAAAATE/w5xitEVYDN4/s1600/il_570xN_196012753.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580733901763529090" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 286px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-zNQdXMnFDKc/TXK_6miYSYI/AAAAAAAAATE/w5xitEVYDN4/s400/il_570xN_196012753.jpg" border="0" /></a> {<a href="http://www.etsy.com/listing/62755464/lens-bling-tropical-parrot">pic</a>}</div><br /><div><br /><br /></div><div>I think any baby would smile with these on the end of your camera. I am going to buy a couple of these. I love taking pictures and plan to take a ton of pictures of my future baby.</div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div>I found these on Etsy too at <a href="http://www.etsy.com/shop/HappyAcresFarm?ref=seller_info">http://www.etsy.com/shop/HappyAcresFarm?ref=seller_info</a>!</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580734198628841618" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 286px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-PNQil2RNr80/TXLAL4cleJI/AAAAAAAAATM/0ZaWmZLyQdw/s400/il_570xN_215181367.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div align="center">{<a href="http://www.etsy.com/listing/67618353/lens-bling-blue-puppy">pic</a>}</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-6381306162591634967?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-40406637604589401672011-03-06T17:31:00.002-05:002011-03-06T17:31:00.084-05:00<div align="center"><br /></div><br /><div align="center">If I have a little girl I just love these bows at this etsy shop:</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://www.etsy.com/shop/Ellasbows?ref=seller_info">Ella's Bows</a></div><br /><div align="center"></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580727701325335714" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 266px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-mLZA4SyYLrE/TXK6RsGtzKI/AAAAAAAAAS0/y-ZoQULGg7k/s400/il_570xN_205716290.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center">{<a href="http://www.etsy.com/listing/65292092/pretty-in-pink-headband">pic</a>}<br /></p><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580729061484374802" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-jMfCd_N5MTw/TXK7g3F5qxI/AAAAAAAAAS8/7viQ95TINVg/s400/il_570xN_184486064.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><p></p><p align="center">{<a href="http://www.etsy.com/listing/59319401/big-blossomed-baby-bloomers-and-headband">pic</a>}</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-4040663760458940167?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-48049523806768869842011-03-05T16:59:00.003-05:002011-03-05T17:41:05.224-05:00<div align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-OmqCfIFTjNU/TXKygn7k0EI/AAAAAAAAASk/-6kvrPqjAjc/s1600/il_570xN_224082220.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580719161809883202" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 266px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-OmqCfIFTjNU/TXKygn7k0EI/AAAAAAAAASk/-6kvrPqjAjc/s400/il_570xN_224082220.jpg" border="0" /></a> {<a href="http://www.etsy.com/listing/69305801/teddy-bear-hat-in-nutty-baby-photo-prop">pic</a>}</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">I am looking for cute photography props for my future baby. I love supporting creative businesses so I have been looking on Etsy and I found this shop:</div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://www.etsy.com/shop/MaryYarns?ref=seller_info">http://www.etsy.com/shop/MaryYarns?ref=seller_info</a></div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">adorable hats</div><br /><div align="center"></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580720123366145218" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 267px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-1KxKeNrzuQY/TXKzYmAc_MI/AAAAAAAAASs/RGrDtzo2Qec/s400/il_570xN_190336711.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div align="center">{<a href="http://www.etsy.com/listing/61062064/set-hat-teddy-bear-cocoon-newborn-baby">pic</a>}<br /></div><br /><div align="center"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-4804952380676886984?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-70878713241356070312011-03-05T06:06:00.007-05:002011-03-05T06:19:31.380-05:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-VucWCxeql6M/TXIbqcOpE0I/AAAAAAAAASU/m7Xfg2PmraY/s1600/resources_money.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580553304211526466" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 305px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-VucWCxeql6M/TXIbqcOpE0I/AAAAAAAAASU/m7Xfg2PmraY/s400/resources_money.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="center">{<a href="http://encefalus.com/general/new-micro-economic-paradigm-integration-psychology/">pic</a>}<br /></div><br />I had an appointment yesterday morning at 7:45 am to test for an LH surge and do another vaginal sonogram. After the sonogram, I paid our full amount for the global fee on my credit card.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />1 Cycle of IVF is: <strong>$8,533.00</strong> for us<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Yes, I put $8,533.00 on my credit card in one charge. It really didn't feel any different than charging $1.75 for a drink. However, in my heart I felt different. I felt lighter. I felt like I really made the right decision for myself with our payment options. I am ready to get pregnant. I am confident. I am excited. I am being positive.<br /><br /><br />Around 3 pm I got a call from my nurse, I had surged already (so much for that <a href="http://ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com/2011/02/ovulation-kit.html">ovulation kit </a>because it didn't work for me at all) and that I will start my first Lupron shot on March 14th.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-7087871324135607031?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-23026501964898394482011-03-01T20:52:00.005-05:002011-03-01T21:02:05.266-05:00Since February 22nd, I have been doing the <a href="http://ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com/2011/02/ovulation-kit.html">ovulation test</a> and I haven't seen an LH Surge yet. Due to no LH surge I have an appointment on Friday, March 4th to do a blood test and vaginal sonogram again.<br /><br />We also will be paying for our first cycle on Friday, March 4th. We are deciding between doing the global fee or the shared risk program. I have been emailing our financial counselor some final questions about the fee structure. <br /><br />So far the costs that we know about are the medications:<br /><br />My medication per cycle will cost- <span style="font-weight: bold;">$1,455.15</span>. This cost can range between $2,000 and $6,000 so we are relieved that our medication costs are on the low end.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-2302650196489839448?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-51475582461651134662011-02-25T07:28:00.005-05:002011-02-25T07:54:15.052-05:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-dREuUgBT9mo/TWehVwd6pmI/AAAAAAAAASM/h_hMqglOvuk/s1600/Tubular-Glass-Vial-for-Antibiotics-8mlPT-610081-.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5577604058681353826" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 160px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 160px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-dREuUgBT9mo/TWehVwd6pmI/AAAAAAAAASM/h_hMqglOvuk/s400/Tubular-Glass-Vial-for-Antibiotics-8mlPT-610081-.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div>I am happy to announce that my husband's surgery was a success. We now have 3 vials of sperm to use for 2 to 3 IVF cycles. </div><br /><br /><p>I am going to explain the day because I don't want to forget these memories. I had a restless sleep the night before and I wasn't feeling very well because of the flood of emotions that I was having throughout my body. However, we both got up at 4:14 am the morning of his procedure and started getting ready. We left the house at 5:10 am and got to the facility at 5:30 am. We arrived early because we didn't know how traffic was going to be. Luckly, there was a doctor arriving early for surgery and he let us in and up to the fourth floor. We waited in the waiting room for another 20 minutes.</p><br /><p>Then our name was called with a group of other couples. We all walked back in a big herd to the pre op area. We were in section "C" and his surgery was scheduled for 6:45 am. I was so relieved that I got to go back with him to be supportive. I was worried that they would just leave me in the waiting area. He had to undress and put on a pink gown, blue booties and a blue hat over his hair. He got to keep his socks on which was good. He had to sign all of this paperwork and while he was doing that the anestigologist came by to start his IV drip and ask him general health questions. Dr. B, the one who performed the surgery, also came by to talk with us and talk about the procedure once again. What an amazing doctor?! </p><br /><p>My husband is such a good patient he wasn't nervous at all. At 6:45 am, they came by and had him walk down to the operating room. I was waiting in the pre op area until a nurse said that I needed to leave. By 7:06 am, Dr. B came out to the waiting area and told me that my husband is producing sperm and they were able to get 3 vials worth of sperm which will be good for 2 to 3 cycles. I was so happy. I just wanted to hug the doctor! We will be getting gifts and cards for all of these wonderful doctors who are helping us achieve our goal of becoming parents. </p><br /><p>Next, I went back in for another 3o minutes to help my husband with his recovery and get him dressed. He was so cute and just continued to repeat things over and over and was so sweet to the nurses. The nurse even said your husband is such a good patient. He was given 2 perscriptions that I filled downstairs in the pharmacy. I had to have him sit down while I dropped off the prescription and be with him at all times. We ended up leaving the facility at 8:30 am and I drove him directly home. </p><br /><p>All my husband wanted to eat and was requesting for his first meal was pancakes and bacon. Once we got home, I made him coffee, pancakes, and bacon. After we both ate and I cleaned up the kitchen we just slept the entire day away. </p><br /><p>I am so happy that it went well! </p><br /><p></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-5147558246165113466?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-91610929423938173922011-02-22T21:56:00.001-05:002011-02-22T21:59:25.796-05:00One more day and then my husband's surgery. I am scared about it. If it doesn't go as planned then we can't start the IVF process for another 6 months. If it goes well then we can start right away. I can't wait any longer. I want to get this process started.<br /><br />I feel like I am having a tantrum inside of my body. I have been waiting and waiting and waiting...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-9161092942393817392?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-87264511020245273332011-02-21T16:53:00.001-05:002011-02-21T16:54:43.419-05:00I just found this blog about an person's IVF journey. I plan to read it very soon!<br /><br />I thought I would share the link with you too: <a href="http://aprilfoster.blogspot.com/2010/02/ivf-day-46-egg-retrieval.html">http://aprilfoster.blogspot.com/2010/02/ivf-day-46-egg-retrieval.html</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-8726451102024527333?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-53664157353998415882011-02-19T03:09:00.004-05:002011-02-19T03:14:50.508-05:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Tpr146iOqQc/TV97lBlShJI/AAAAAAAAASE/qgOoWBAQe_w/s1600/il_570xN.211997998.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Tpr146iOqQc/TV97lBlShJI/AAAAAAAAASE/qgOoWBAQe_w/s400/il_570xN.211997998.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5575310739718177938" border="0" /></a>{<a href="http://www.etsy.com/listing/66845734/lauren-padded-hanger-pack-one">pic</a>}<br /></div><br />I just fell in love with these hangers. I am going to buy some of these when I find out the sex of our future baby.<br /><br />Here is the link to her <a href="http://www.etsy.com/listing/66845734/lauren-padded-hanger-pack-one">store</a>.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-5366415735399841588?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-72079196971801727402011-02-18T07:14:00.002-05:002011-02-19T02:40:41.835-05:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-KygCTRGw614/TV9zs6Z9msI/AAAAAAAAAR0/VjYmPZtbijs/s1600/Healthy%2BStart%2Blogo%2BFINAL.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 204px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-KygCTRGw614/TV9zs6Z9msI/AAAAAAAAAR0/VjYmPZtbijs/s400/Healthy%2BStart%2Blogo%2BFINAL.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5575302079137553090" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />Today, marks day one of my menstrual cycle and IVF cycle. I will start doing the <a href="http://ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com/2011/02/ovulation-kit.html">ovulation test</a> again on Sunday, February 27th and will return to the office on March 2nd or 3rd for a vaginal sonogram and blood test. I am so excited that this is all beginning!<br /><br />My husband is going in for surgery on Thursday, February 24th. I am just praying for him and that everything is okay. This was an unexpected date for his surgery. We thought we had more time to prepare for it but the doctors said Thursday because of surgery times and schedules. I will be preparing for that this week and taking off from work on Thursday and Friday to be with my hubby.<br /><br />Last Thursday, we met with my maternal fetal specialist and our nurse Toni. I just think the world of Toni. She is so sweet and makes me feel wonderful each time I talk with her. At this appointment, they ordered more blood tests for me to do because strokes and heart disease run in my family. Especially, since a family member of mine had a stroke after giving birth when she was 27. They are being extra cautious with me because of my <a href="http://ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com/2011/02/wpw-and-high-blood-pressure.html">high blood pressure</a> and heart condition. He was also interested in doing a 24 hour urine test, however, thankfully I already did that test. I will need my primary care physician to send those results to Toni.<br /><br />This morning I went to do my blood work and they took 6 vials of blood. I couldn't believe it. Why so much blood I was thinking and asking? She said that they need to freeze some of the blood for the test. Oh my! I was craving a peanut butter sandwich after giving that much blood. I went home and made a sandwich and then went to work. <br /><br />Stay tuned for my IVF updates...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-7207919697180172740?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-6378711771433177732011-02-17T17:00:00.000-05:002011-02-17T05:47:35.140-05:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-XLtku30wAwk/TVz7U8xOAiI/AAAAAAAAARk/Ise-OHdt244/s1600/learn_box_blue.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574606776106353186" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 174px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 154px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-XLtku30wAwk/TVz7U8xOAiI/AAAAAAAAARk/Ise-OHdt244/s400/learn_box_blue.png" border="0" /></a><br /><div>I went ahead and decided to do genetic testing on myself. My doctor advised me to go through <a href="https://www.counsyl.com/"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Counsyl</span></a>- a company that does genetic testing. Again, I am a little scared about the results from this test. But I am going to think positively and believe that everything is going to be okay. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>So, this test takes about 5 minutes to complete but you can't eat or drink for 30 minutes prior to testing. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>What did I have to do for the test? </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I was given a kit at the doctor's office. I took it home and had to wait 30 minutes and then...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I had to spit in a tube for 5 minutes and fill my spit up to a certain level on the tube. Oh my was this hard to do! I had no idea how difficult this was going to be for me to produce spit. I had my husband talk to me about delicious meals while I was rubbing my cheeks and wiggling my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">tongue</span> to produce more spit. What an adventure?! But it will be something fun and cute to look back on. I closed the tube put it in a prepaid FedEx envelope and dropped it off. I registered the tube on the website and now I am just waiting for the results. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>On another note, I am also adding a Testing category to my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">IVF</span> chapters. One day in the near future, I am going to summarize all of the tests I have down in the past 4 months. There have been a lot! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-637871177143317773?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-7869854245956299292011-02-16T13:06:00.000-05:002011-02-16T13:06:00.345-05:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-MLG3DGkdPT8/TVr7KHhgH8I/AAAAAAAAARc/BZ3psNOBBwU/s1600/profile.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 100px; height: 171px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-MLG3DGkdPT8/TVr7KHhgH8I/AAAAAAAAARc/BZ3psNOBBwU/s400/profile.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574043640061239234" border="0" /></a>{<a href="http://www.pregnancyguideonline.com/">pic</a>}<br /></div><br />I love reading <a href="http://www.kellyskornerblog.com/2011/02/35-weeks-and-nursery-tour.html">Kelly Korner's Blog</a> and I love how she does weekly highlights of her pregnancy and takes pictures. I am going to copy her idea when I am pregnant. I think it is great to document this so you can remember these moments forever. I am going to absolutely cherish every moment being pregnant. I will love it all no matter what!<br /><br />Here is an example of what I am going to fill out each week of my pregnancy:<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">I'm #of weeks! </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Pregnancy Highlights:</div><div style="text-align: center;">How Far Along: # of Weeks</div><div style="text-align: center;">Size of baby: </div><div style="text-align: center;">Total Weight Gain/Loss: </div><div style="text-align: center;">Maternity Clothes: </div><div style="text-align: center;">Gender: </div><div style="text-align: center;">Movement: </div><div style="text-align: center;">Sleep: </div><div style="text-align: center;">What I miss: </div><div style="text-align: center;">Cravings: </div><div style="text-align: center;">Symptoms: </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-786985424595629929?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-2551579236225196292011-02-15T16:40:00.008-05:002011-02-15T17:01:47.507-05:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-TiSsWYAO9YY/TVr2nMJaGRI/AAAAAAAAARU/sa5mRSc2Z-s/s1600/6a00d83451e1dc69e20120a516b74a970b-800wi.png"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 380px; height: 300px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-TiSsWYAO9YY/TVr2nMJaGRI/AAAAAAAAARU/sa5mRSc2Z-s/s400/6a00d83451e1dc69e20120a516b74a970b-800wi.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574038641960425746" border="0" /></a>{<a href="http://herd.typepad.com/herd_the_hidden_truth_abo/2009/08/behavior-change-models-suggestions.html">pic</a>}<br /></div><br />Do you remember how I decided to make that big decision and switch doctors a few days ago? Well, I did it and I am so glad that I did. I am now happy again. This new doctor is a male the other was a female and he was great. I love his bedside manner and I think I will have a great outcome with him. I can feel this in my heart.<br /><br />I think if you are having a bad gut feeling about a doctor you should either switch or get a second opinion. That is a rule that I will always live by. Tomorrow, is my high risk appointment with a maternal fetal specialist/OBGYN. I am sure you remember that whole debacle from <a href="http://ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com/2011/02/i-just-want-to-be-mad-for-awhile.html">I just want to be mad for awhile</a> post.<br /><br />Oh, and the kicker about this new doctor he will get started without that high risk doctor's note because he said the cardiologist's note was sufficient. I am over being mad and now I am happy. :o)<br /><br />I am getting very excited because my part of the IVF is starting in just a few days. I am just waiting on my period.<br /><br />I told this new doctor that my two fears of the upcoming part of the process are:<br /><br />1. Egg Retrieval<br />2. 12 day waiting period to find out if I am pregnant<br /><br />I am going to do acupuncture and yoga to get past that 12 day period.<br /><br />This just seems so surreal now. I may be pregnant come April 2011!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-255157923622519629?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-43137873884794483462011-02-11T20:20:00.010-05:002011-02-13T21:42:14.908-05:00I am collecting ideas and dreaming about our future baby's nursery. I am getting some of my nursery ideas from <a href="http://www.landofnod.com/">The Land of Nod</a>.<br /><br />First, I want all of the furniture in the room to be white.<br /><br />I like this crib and crib skirt:<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-mh9Pe9ukc58/TVXi5OMGwAI/AAAAAAAAAQ8/vq5nPEsFKRA/s1600/SkipHopCribBurstBedding_WhAndersenCrib_0111.jpeg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-mh9Pe9ukc58/TVXi5OMGwAI/AAAAAAAAAQ8/vq5nPEsFKRA/s400/SkipHopCribBurstBedding_WhAndersenCrib_0111.jpeg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5572609586630148098" border="0" /></a><br /><br />I like this idea of a single wall art behind the crib:<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-mLEGw8p6ucg/TVXiIpm8iPI/AAAAAAAAAQk/JmujCX-SibI/s1600/Wh_AndersenCrib_ALT.jpeg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-mLEGw8p6ucg/TVXiIpm8iPI/AAAAAAAAAQk/JmujCX-SibI/s400/Wh_AndersenCrib_ALT.jpeg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5572608752176892146" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I like this changing table (in white):<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-EGMjaCusne4/TVXiUlUfKzI/AAAAAAAAAQs/f7UBDNrSbVU/s1600/ChangeItUpChangingTable_Chocolate.jpeg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-EGMjaCusne4/TVXiUlUfKzI/AAAAAAAAAQs/f7UBDNrSbVU/s400/ChangeItUpChangingTable_Chocolate.jpeg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5572608957184158514" border="0" /></a><br />I like this wardrobe:<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-qgH3xJPaniw/TVXijgUxdKI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/DWRLaiMPB2Q/s1600/WaldenWardrobe_WH_0710.jpeg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-qgH3xJPaniw/TVXijgUxdKI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/DWRLaiMPB2Q/s400/WaldenWardrobe_WH_0710.jpeg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5572609213541217442" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-4313787388479448346?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-22010868169179000632011-02-11T19:59:00.006-05:002011-02-11T20:15:16.475-05:00Today, I am participating in <a href="http://www.kellyskornerblog.com/">Kelly's Korner</a> Show Us Your Life Series about beauty secrets.<br /><br />I have<span style="font-weight: bold;"> two</span> beauty secrets:<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">1. Using an eye lash brush to shape my eyebrows in the mornin</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">g and before going out.</span> I finish using the mascara and then when I am finished I clean off the brush and then begin using for my eyebrows.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-E18oHvbxkME/TVXcUQp6XoI/AAAAAAAAAQU/hZ2Lti_bpkY/s1600/Maybelline_GreatLash.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 289px; height: 238px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-E18oHvbxkME/TVXcUQp6XoI/AAAAAAAAAQU/hZ2Lti_bpkY/s400/Maybelline_GreatLash.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5572602354567110274" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">2. I love COVERGIRL SmokyShadowBlast for my eyes. If you are interested in this product you can read more about it <a href="http://www.covergirl.com/beauty-products/eye-makeup/eyeshadow/smoky-shadow-blast">here</a>. </span><span> I really like this product because I do my makeup in the car before work. I can make my eyes look fabulous in five minutes with this product and it looks like I spent a lot longer on my eyes.</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-5GzWCpmPoQw/TVXdhcKy47I/AAAAAAAAAQc/dCRg7zbH7_k/s1600/cg_smokyshadowblast_eyeshadow_1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 273px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-5GzWCpmPoQw/TVXdhcKy47I/AAAAAAAAAQc/dCRg7zbH7_k/s400/cg_smokyshadowblast_eyeshadow_1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5572603680507749298" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-2201086816917900063?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-73313899874743233892011-02-11T00:59:00.005-05:002011-02-11T01:21:37.332-05:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ytg3wUzAbPg/TVTVF-QoBAI/AAAAAAAAAQM/yvB2WzaZvVc/s1600/17083146.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 220px; height: 330px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ytg3wUzAbPg/TVTVF-QoBAI/AAAAAAAAAQM/yvB2WzaZvVc/s400/17083146.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5572312937552937986" border="0" /></a><br /><div>I found this list as a good starting point for what a newborn baby (birth to six months) will require for clothing.</div><br /><ul><br /><li>Onesies (4 to 6)</li><br /><li>Pants (2-3 pairs)</li><br /><li>Pajamas and/or body bags (4 to 6)</li><br /><li>Short-sleeve bodysuits with snaps at the crotch (4 to 6)</li><br /><li>Sweaters (1-2)</li><br /><li>Winter coat and/or Snowsuit (during winter months)</li><br /><li>Mittens (2 pairs during winter months)</li><br /><li>Booties or socks (4 to 6 pairs)</li><br /><li>Hats (2 to 3)</li><br /><li>Receiving blankets (3 to 5)</li><br /><li>Crib blankets (2)</li><br /><li>Stroller or car seat blanket</li><br /><li>Diapers (10-12 per day for newborns)</li><br /><li>Burp cloths (2-3) </li><br /><li>Shoes are cute as an ornament or decoration, but aren't necessary until the baby is close to walking age.</li></ul>I think shopping for my baby is going to be the best part. I can already tell I am going to love it.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-7331389987474323389?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-51760641664518285372011-02-07T05:23:00.004-05:002011-02-07T05:33:16.274-05:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TU_KWcYfh9I/AAAAAAAAAQE/9N6Gkwg2U68/s1600/decision-making.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 263px; height: 260px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TU_KWcYfh9I/AAAAAAAAAQE/9N6Gkwg2U68/s400/decision-making.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5570893751005448146" border="0" /></a><br />Last night, I decided to enter the unknown territory by switching doctors. This may push my start date off but I am already feeling better inside. I made this decision for a variety of reasons, however, the main decision came after I did some research online and started to read reviews about my particular doctor. The reviews were mixed but overall the reviews were not good. The experiences that I have had with this doctor seemed to be consistent with other reviewers. Therefore, I decided to end the relationship with this doctor last night. I sent an e-mail to my nurse coordinator about the decision. We will see how she reacts next...<br /><br />I have decided to add "Decisions" as a label to this blog. I never realized how many difficult decisions you need to make with IVF. Again, this is all new to me.<br /><br />However, I do believe this was the best decision for me to switch doctors. I was dreading each phone call/e-mail from my nurse and this past Friday's conversation pushed me over the edge. I want to be treated with respect and dignity.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-5176064166451828537?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-39779277421381591672011-02-06T11:14:00.004-05:002011-02-06T11:28:13.912-05:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TU7Lj__vqnI/AAAAAAAAAPo/f-G68_1Xgdw/s1600/J8CA87QZVJCAR6XZFUCAM1R2SRCAYK0HNRCA9T83Y9CAIDL2BTCADH25I6CA0IRWPUCADF5H5GCA5JEZL8CAK9MRHGCAB2VFF2CAJQOEKCCAIKY55LCA0XMEAWCAFDSKATCAXRVEB9CA3LS6TMCA5U3X0D.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5570613608438540914" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 137px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 80px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TU7Lj__vqnI/AAAAAAAAAPo/f-G68_1Xgdw/s400/J8CA87QZVJCAR6XZFUCAM1R2SRCAYK0HNRCA9T83Y9CAIDL2BTCADH25I6CA0IRWPUCADF5H5GCA5JEZL8CAK9MRHGCAB2VFF2CAJQOEKCCAIKY55LCA0XMEAWCAFDSKATCAXRVEB9CA3LS6TMCA5U3X0D.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>So, I can't tell you how angry I have been since Friday. On Friday, I talked with the nurse that is assigned to my case and found out that I needed to get another letter of clearance from a high risk OBGYN. Obviously, the letter from my cardiologist wasn't good enough and I need another letter. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I am angry, frustrated, overwhelmed, not happy for a variety of reasons. I will list them below:</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>1. I feel lied to and misled about the second letter of clearance. I wasn't aware of a second letter of clearance in my initial IVF visit. The nurse "assured" me that they told me of this second letter.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>2. I am ready to get started and get this process over and get pregnant. This just seems like yet another hurtle I need to jump over to get the process started.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>3. Don't make a woman wait another few weeks when she has already waited 8 MONTHS to get to this point. It just isn't fair.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>4. Life isn't fair and I don't know how to deal with disappointment. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>5. I feel out of control. I feel like I am just another number, just yet another 30 something girl trying to get pregnant at the clinic. But I am screaming inside because this is all new to me and the outcome is unknown. I don't like not knowing. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>A few years ago a friend said the following to me, <strong><em>"some years will take away, some years will give, but GOD never wastes pain."</em></strong> I keep telling myself this. I know in the future I will look over this blog post and feel differently about it. But when you are going through it feels so painful and unbearable. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I have been trying to get my mind off of my pain by going shopping, building a cabinet, and going to acupuncture. However, the acupuncture and meditation brought all of these feelings to the forefront again. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>To calm myself down, I got on the elliptical and I am writing this blog post. I do feel better. I feel as if someone out there in blog land is listening and cares or understands the frustration. I will get better and I know that this is all part of my journey to becoming a mother.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I am sure as a mother I will have to deal with disappointment and frustration. So, I will have to face these emotions yet again sometime in the future. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-3977927742138159167?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-72725183448549178862011-02-04T05:23:00.013-05:002011-02-04T05:59:33.593-05:00Last night, I was out shopping for an Anniversary gift for my husband and I decided to stop in and check out <a href="http://www.apeainthepod.com/index.asp?media=Google&amp;utm_source=google&amp;utm_medium=cpc&amp;utm_term=pea%20in%20a%20pod%27&amp;utm_campaign=Brand%20-%20Search%20--%20G&amp;gclid=CIfw5d-k7qYCFYLd4AodFE0nHw"><span style="text-decoration: underline;">a pea in the pod</span></a> (<span style="font-style: italic;">this marks my first time going into a maternity store and trying something on</span>). I tried on a few things and received some great advice and guidance on shopping for maternity clothes.<br /><br />The lady helping me, Maria was so sweet and helpful. She advised:<br /><br /><ul><li>Purchase maternity clothes that would fit you prior to maternity. She said the only thing that should be growing is your tummy. I am praying this is the only part that grows and not my butt too! :o)</li><li>The tummy/belly bands are great to use with the pants that you already own.</li><li>There is a fake belly at 7 months in the fitting room that you can simulate as if you were that size while you are shopping for clothes.</li></ul>I tried on a few pants and some skirts for work. However, I didn't buy anything. But I do have a few things on my "wish list" for maternity clothes.<br /><br />These are some of the basic wardrobe building things on my maternity clothes "wish list" so far:<br /><br />1. <a href="http://www.apeainthepod.com/Product.asp?product_Id=691410111&amp;MasterCategory_Id=MC32">The Tummy Tube</a>- $26 (<span style="font-style: italic;">want in black and white</span>)<br /><br />2. <a href="http://www.spanx.com/product/index.jsp?productId=4275408&amp;cp=4345854.4342450&amp;parentPage=family">ASSETS Marvelous Mama Terrific Tights</a>- $18 (<span style="font-style: italic;">want black ones</span>)<br /><br />Just for fun I also went into the Ferragamo store and found <a href="http://www.pursepage.com/other-designer-handbags/ferragamo-marissa-plume.html">this beautiful purse</a> that I am adding to my "wish list/dream list". The only problem is that it is as much as a mortgage payment so I need to keep dreaming for now. But it was something fun for me to do to get my mind off things. Whatever works right!?<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TUvbAJm_GnI/AAAAAAAAAPg/XGh2ksG6050/s1600/images.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 221px; height: 228px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TUvbAJm_GnI/AAAAAAAAAPg/XGh2ksG6050/s400/images.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5569786159799671410" border="0" /></a><br />One day if I own a lot of beautiful purses I am either going to organize them like <a href="http://www.asseenontvguys.com/hanging-purse-organizer.aspx">this</a>:<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TUvWhdlq9FI/AAAAAAAAAPQ/oHDUdOFqTq0/s1600/10-pocket-handbag-organizer.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TUvWhdlq9FI/AAAAAAAAAPQ/oHDUdOFqTq0/s400/10-pocket-handbag-organizer.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5569781234540409938" border="0" /></a><br />or like <a href="http://deliciouslyorganized.blogspot.com/search/label/Closet">this</a>:<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TUvXzNbSivI/AAAAAAAAAPY/GdW1LU9Iy8s/s1600/Lonny%2BMary%2BMcDonald%2B2010.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 239px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TUvXzNbSivI/AAAAAAAAAPY/GdW1LU9Iy8s/s400/Lonny%2BMary%2BMcDonald%2B2010.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5569782638951172850" border="0" /></a><br />I love the handbags hanging on hooks above the clothes. It looks so organized and very chic, in my opinion, and easy to find all of your beautiful purses.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-7272518344854917886?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-46101400430590094232011-02-03T05:59:00.003-05:002011-02-03T06:13:40.431-05:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TUqNUX_0E6I/AAAAAAAAAPE/ZmrE0fSmhz0/s1600/heart-health-awareness-month1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 202px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TUqNUX_0E6I/AAAAAAAAAPE/ZmrE0fSmhz0/s400/heart-health-awareness-month1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5569419270375609250" border="0" /></a><br />My heart hurts.<br /><br />I have been full of emotion again because I just found out that I have <a href="http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0001206">WPW</a> and High Blood Pressure. I will need to see a high risk OBGYN later this month.<br /><br />I am on Labetalol. I just found <a href="http://blood-pressure.emedtv.com/labetalol/labetalol-and-pregnancy-p2.html">this article</a> and it doesn't make my heart happy. I would really rather not be on a drug during pregnancy but I could have a more serious condition on my hands if I don't take blood pressure medicine. I will be discussing this with the high risk OBGYN at my first appointment.<br /><br />Here is a Mayo Clinic discussion of <a href="http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/pregnancy/PR00125">high blood pressure during pregnancy</a>. <br /><br />For more general information about heart health check out <a href="http://www.heart.org/HEARTORG/">American Heart Association</a>.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-4610140043059009423?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-5861627209982926142011-02-02T05:09:00.006-05:002011-02-02T05:17:42.694-05:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TUkuF2_Pf8I/AAAAAAAAAOs/ij5VnBP0sOA/s1600/prod2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 105px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TUkuF2_Pf8I/AAAAAAAAAOs/ij5VnBP0sOA/s400/prod2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5569033092415324098" border="0" /></a><br />Part of my protocol is to use an ovulation kit. For the last 5 days, I have been using the ovulation test and there hasn't been an LH Surge. No "happy face" on the digital reader yet. I am not sure if the kit is defective or the medication that I take is interfering with the result. I will need to send an e-mail to my doctor to check.<br /><br />Here is an <a href="http://www.clearblueeasy.com/start-testing-with-clearblue-easy-ovulation-tests.php">ovulation calculator</a> to determine when you should start using the test.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-586162720998292614?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-73967390669994932282011-02-01T05:40:00.004-05:002011-02-01T05:49:41.569-05:00My husband and I invested in a fabulous TV about a year ago and we just love it. I love it as an escape from my stress and we both love to laugh. In a couple of weeks, I will be in a 2 week waiting period to find out if I am/we are pregnant. :o)<br /><br />However, this waiting period will be difficult for me because I let my mind wonder and get the best of me. You know how impatient I can get from previous blog posts. I am going to plan fun things to do during that two week wait to keep my mind distracted. The first distraction on my list is watching funny movies on our fabulous TV.<br /><br />Last night, we watched <span style="font-weight: bold;">What Happens in Vegas</span>.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TUfkV6S3gzI/AAAAAAAAAOk/aJrCyvBNKXs/s1600/MV5BMTIxNzMwOTU3OF5BMl5BanBnXkFtZTcwMzk0NTM2MQ%2540%2540._V1._SY317_CR0%252C0%252C214%252C317_.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 317px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TUfkV6S3gzI/AAAAAAAAAOk/aJrCyvBNKXs/s400/MV5BMTIxNzMwOTU3OF5BMl5BanBnXkFtZTcwMzk0NTM2MQ%2540%2540._V1._SY317_CR0%252C0%252C214%252C317_.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568670529343685426" border="0" /></a>#1 Distraction: Watching Funny Movies (during two week waiting period)<br /><br />P.S. I got a few comments and requests to post more maternity clothes ideas and children clothes ideas. I will post more. I will even make a whole section devoted to these topics. I love clothes so this is no problem for me. :o)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-7396739066999493228?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-44876162129968933052011-01-24T23:08:00.007-05:002011-02-02T05:59:41.268-05:00Here are a few cute outfits that I like from Old Navy for maternity clothes:<br /><br /><div><div><div><div>Outfit #1:</div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565600815819737714" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 280px; height: 375px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TTz8dESPSnI/AAAAAAAAAN8/rED1xB9m3TA/s400/on-otf-out21465odv01.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div>Outfit #2:</div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565600909756468658" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 280px; height: 375px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TTz8iiOgDbI/AAAAAAAAAOE/Y9cQQaap7VI/s400/on-otf-out21324odv01.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div>Outfit #3:</div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565601105821767970" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 280px; height: 375px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TTz8t8oHGSI/AAAAAAAAAOU/6Ah4FHmQPew/s400/on-otf-out21323odv01.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div>I find myself being cautiously optimistic when I do things for our future baby and my future pregnancy but I am a planner so I am going to plan anyway. I have to stay positive and remain optimistic. </div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-4487616212996893305?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-954913502806760682011-01-23T22:50:00.008-05:002011-01-23T23:35:57.979-05:00First things first, if you are going to do <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">IVF</span> you have to get over a fear of needles. Therefore, I am diving right in and doing <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">acupuncture</span>. My first appointment was last Sunday and I am doing weekly appointments with my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">acupuncturist</span>, Karisa. I love her she is so sweet. At times during this process, I have been feeling that I have no control over my body. The acupuncture is making me feel more in control of my body.<br /><br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565595183398764274" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 300px; height: 281px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TTz3VN4bvvI/AAAAAAAAAN0/mUvwq_Brh7M/s400/acupuncture.jpg" border="0" /> <div></div><div></div><div></div><div>Also, last week on Thursday I had an injection class where I learned about my protocol and what needles I needed to use for my specific medications. It was an interesting class and I met a very sweet couple there as well. It helped with not feeling alone and meeting someone else who is also going through this process. In my next post, I will talk about my specific protocol and my recent diagnosis of high blood pressure and how that alters my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">IVF</span> protocol. More on that later... </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-95491350280676068?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-2412914328662646072011-01-14T04:52:00.004-05:002011-01-23T23:36:12.208-05:00So, after the Mock Embryo Transfer I started to freak out because I thought that I had an infection. I was in a lot of pain and went to the doctor's to get checked out. I was okay and everything turned out to be just fine. My ovary was just sore because of the position of it in relation to my uterus.<br /><br />I am in a waiting period right now because I need to get a clearance letter from another doctor for a preexisting condition that I have. This weekend I have an acupuncture appointment for general stress management, a nutritionist appointment, and an injection class. This is where I get to learn all about how to give myself the injections and mix the medicine.<br /><br />Fun, fun, fun!<br /><br />Good news we are eligible for the shared risk program. You get your money back if it doesn't work after 6 cycles of trying.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-241291432866264607?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-65874567932852455032010-12-31T13:16:00.004-05:002011-01-23T23:19:27.039-05:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TTz9yuNuEoI/AAAAAAAAAOc/4tTVGWh8uAY/s1600/untitled.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565602287363953282" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 261px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TTz9yuNuEoI/AAAAAAAAAOc/4tTVGWh8uAY/s400/untitled.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><div>On Wednesday, December 29, 2010 I went into the doctor's to have the Mock Embryo Transfer done. My appointment was at 8:45 am and I was done by 9:15 am. The procedure was painless and I actually enjoyed looking at the sonogram. I became very excited and just started to wish that I had the embryos now to implant.<br /><br />Which leads me to my biggest weakness...<br /><br /><strong>PATIENCE</strong><br /><br />I have a very had time not getting upset or angry when something is taking a long time. I have felt like this has been a marathon on my emotions. I know that a beautiful baby is waiting at the end of this but I feel like it is taking forever (i.e. I am becoming impatient). Plus it doesn't help that it seems like everyone around me is either pregnant, has kids, or just had a baby. I try not to compare myself or get envious but deep down inside I want to be next. It is especially painful when someone is on their second child.<br /><br />So, I started to look around the on the Internet for articles about patience. I found this one:<br /><br /><a href="http://ezinearticles.com/?10-Ways-to-Learn-Patience-Now!&amp;id=509437">http://ezinearticles.com/?10-Ways-to-Learn-Patience-Now!&amp;id=509437</a><br /><br />My favorite ways from the <strong>10 Ways to Learn Patience</strong> article are:<br /><br /><br /><ul><br /><li><strong><em>Determine the difference between the things you control, the things you can influence and the things over which you have no control or influence.</em></strong> Spend the bulk of your time and attention on the things which you control. This is where you can make the biggest difference. Spend your remaining time and attention on the things you can influence, knowing things may or may not go your way. Let go of the things over which you have no control or influence as any time or attention spent on these is ineffective and wasted.</li></ul><br /><p></p><br /><ul><br /><li><strong><em>Become your own best friend.</em></strong> You are the only person you will live with your entire life, so get to know yourself well and treat yourself as the valuable person you are.</li></ul></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-6587456793285245503?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-54237921255268929842010-12-29T21:49:00.000-05:002010-12-29T21:49:00.140-05:00Here is an article that I found about 5 foods to enhance fertility:<br /><br />http://www.pullingdownthemoon.com/forms/news-nutrition/5Foods-to-Enhance-Your-Fertility.pdf<br /><br />The <span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">five</span> foods are:<br /><br />1. <span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">Yams</span><br /><br />2. <span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">Nuts and seeds</span>, including almonds, walnuts and pumpkin seeds, are a great source of fatty acids. Omega 3 and omega fatty acids are hormone regulators and vital to a woman’s fertility since a hormonal imbalance can interfere with ovulation.<br /><br />3. <span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">Cruciferous vegetables</span>, such as broccoli, cabbage and cauliflower<br /><br />4. <span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">Oysters</span>, which have the highest zinc content of any food. Zinc helps maintain a healthy menstrual cycle.<br /><br />5. <span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">Berries</span>, such as blueberries and raspberries, are exceptionally high in antioxidants, which can prevent cell damage and aging, as well as help protect eggs and sperm.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-5423792125526892984?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-6725856998080463672010-12-28T21:35:00.003-05:002010-12-28T21:55:32.739-05:00I am ready to explain the HSG exam. My HSG exam was on Monday, December 27th at 1:15 pm. I was nervous about this appointment and ended up forgetting the binder with the HSG script in it. I had to send my husband home to get it and come back. Since this is a painful procedure they asked for someone to drive you home. So, my husband was responsible for driving to and from the hospital. Before the exam, I was also required to take Doxycycline to fight off any potential infection from the tube going through my cervix. <br /><br />This is by far the most uncomfortable and painful part of the process. I did this test in a hospital and I really enjoyed the staff. They were very nice and helped me through this. The pain at one point was so intense I felt like I could have fainted. I guess I got a glimpse of what child birth must be like. :o) I let you all know for sure once I have a baby.<br /><br />Here is the low down. They lay you down on a table much like an OB/GYN appointment and then a speculum is placed in the vagina and an antiseptic solution is used to cleanse the vaginal canal. A narrow tube or catheter is then passed through the cervix into the uterus and an iodine-based dye is injected into the uterus and the tubes through the catheter. Then x-rays are taken of your reproductive organs. This whole test is to see if there is any blockage of the fallopian tubes. My exam looked good and the doctor didn't see any blockage. However, I am still waiting for the okay from my main doctor to proceed.<br /><br />Tomorrow at 8:45 am I am going in for the mock embro transfer. I am still trying to figure out exactly what this test is. Once I figure it out I will let you all know.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-672585699808046367?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-17882745627977933552010-12-26T21:38:00.005-05:002010-12-26T21:48:26.176-05:00So, I got very angry and upset because I have some time sensitive appointments coming up and due to the holidays I wasn't able to get an appointment at the facility that I wanted. Therefore, I will be having the HSG done at the hospital. I got really stressed out because I needed a pregnancy test done at the hospital before doing the HSG exam. The hospital needed the fertility center to send a script for an HCG blood test. I was told by a nurse that she would send the script. Well, on Thursday I called the hospital and they couldn't find the script. To make a long story short and many phone calls later I had my HCG blood test done on Sunday, December 26th at 10:30 am. My HSG appointment is scheduled for Monday, December 27th.<br /><br />I was counting from day one of my period which started on December 20th. This HSG test needed to be done between 5 to 10 days from the beginning of my cycle. That is part of the reason I was stressed out because if I missed this appointment then I would need to wait another month to do the diagnostic test.<br /><br />I will explain HSG in another post. I am too tried right now to explain.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-1788274562797793355?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-73704000225042906702010-12-26T21:28:00.004-05:002010-12-26T21:38:00.088-05:00I had my first ultrasound on Wednesday, December 22nd and I have 12 lovely eggs- 6 on each side. I am symmetrical. I love symmetry. This is very exciting because they want you to have greater than 10 eggs. I was very excited during this appointment. My hormone levels are good too. I had a blood draw before the ultra sound.<br /><br />Let me tell you, by the end of the IVF process I will never be afraid to go to a GYN appointment again. So, many people will be down in that area by the time I have a baby that I will just not care anymore. No more feeling embarrassed. :o)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-7370400022504290670?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-84825697363791282992010-12-22T05:32:00.003-05:002010-12-22T05:41:54.356-05:00On Saturday, December 11th I had bloodwork done. I was very scared about the bloodwork but it ended up being okay. They took three vials of blood.<br /><br />This morning I am preparing for my transvaginal ultrasound exam. The exam is performed for the viewing of the uterine and ovarian anatomy, including a count of small resting (antral) follicles also helps to evaluate reproduction.<br /><br />I will then have another exam in a few days.<br /><br />This is a beautiful present for Christmas. I am so very happy.<br /><br />Merry Christmas my dear blog readers.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-8482569736379128299?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-3474158513013187132010-11-28T11:29:00.002-05:002010-11-28T11:31:56.260-05:00Well, my part is finally here! I went to the doctor on November 1, 2010 and I have a to do list that is very long. I need to send documents from my other doctors to the IVF doctor before we can begin. November was an emotional month for me because I had multiple deaths in my family. I couldn't really focus on the baby while I was mourning those deaths.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-347415851301318713?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-42499677834212566532010-10-01T21:44:00.003-04:002010-10-01T21:46:44.746-04:00<div>I love Halloween and I just couldn't resist looking for baby costumes. How cute is this pumpkin one from Pottery Barn Kids?</div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5523258932245305634" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TKaOvEL8GSI/AAAAAAAAANo/M9XB1F_Kjdk/s400/img_baby_8_1.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Here is the link if you are interested: <a href="http://www.potterybarnkids.com/products/pumpkin-costume/">http://www.potterybarnkids.com/products/pumpkin-costume/</a>.</div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-4249967783421256653?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-27581038420655036272010-09-17T08:11:00.005-04:002010-09-17T08:18:44.813-04:00At church, two weekends ago we were given "A Prayer to Take Home" in the bulletin. The prayer started out:<br /><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">I thank Thee, God that I have lived</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">In this great world and known its many joys;</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;"></span></strong></div><div align="left">I made this passage bold and large because I am so grateful for my life. I am grateful for all the experiences that make up my life. I am grateful for all of the good that is on the way. I am grateful to have lived my life. I love it. I love even the bad parts of my life because it has made me into the person that I am today. I am a kind soul and I truly respect this life and I believe I understand it too! I have been given the gifts of being alive and I know that a baby is in my future. I pray for a healthy baby and I pray for strength, peace, and that I am a wonderful mother to my child. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-2758103842065503627?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-11150325665404361252010-09-07T22:32:00.000-04:002010-09-05T22:36:21.936-04:00I just found this website and will start reading it for fun: <a href="http://www.babble.com/">http://www.babble.com/</a>.<br /><br />Babble for a new generation of parents.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-1115032566540436125?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-62816330218539546502010-09-05T22:19:00.003-04:002010-09-05T22:28:45.907-04:00I apologize for my lack of posts these past few weeks. We went on vacation to get some much needed R&amp;R. This year has been an unforgettable year so far. I am getting a little tired of giving the shots every other day to my hubby. I think the hubby is getting tired of them too. While we were on vacation we forgot to give one shot. Ugh! <br /><br />I have been keeping myself busy during this time of waiting. It has been a little difficult at times because it feels like everyone around me is pregnant. I am sure it is just my perspective because they have something that I want and that is a baby. Maybe I am a little jealous. I felt this same way when everyone around me was married. I was the last of my group of girlfriends to get married. <br /><br />I continue to tell myself to think positively. Everything is going to work out beautifully in the end. It always does. Life has given me so many gifts.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-6281633021853954650?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-61801475325900872472010-08-26T15:41:00.003-04:002010-08-26T15:44:57.755-04:00We are almost finished with 1 month of shots and only 5 more months to go. I feel comfortable giving shots now. <br /><br />We have also started to do financial/family planning this month. For instance, we got a life insurance packet in the mail and are thinking about a will. <br /><br />This is all very exciting and just continues to be part of our journey to parenthood. <br /><br />Have a great weekend!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-6180147532590087247?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-78184480391523946512010-08-01T20:17:00.003-04:002010-08-01T20:25:24.224-04:00Guess what? Sunday, August 1, 2010 marks a special day in my life. I gave my first shot to my husband. He has to do the shots too! I was so scared and I felt like I was going to faint but I got through it.<br /><br />Happy Days!<br /><br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 299px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5500600624181436002" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TFYPH8-gXmI/AAAAAAAAANY/yTAUw-6YD_U/s400/462244646_d5c8ca43c0.jpg" /><br /><div align="center">{<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/peyri/462244646/">pic</a>}</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-7818448039152394651?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-47257077664722334712010-07-17T21:58:00.003-04:002010-07-17T22:08:31.924-04:00<div>Well, my insurance is going to pay for nothing. Yep...you heard me right they are going to pay for absolutely zero of our expenses because infertility isn't covered in my plan. The medicine and injections are going to start the first week of August (<em>hopefully</em>). I am eagerly waiting to get this process started. </div><br /><div></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5495062280304045810" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 346px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TEJiB6QrrvI/AAAAAAAAANQ/cXsR82h4x0M/s400/syringe.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div>I have started to read <a href="http://www.parents.com/">Parents</a> magazine and I am considering getting a subscription. Does anyone else read this magazine? </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I read about "Sure Shot" and I thought it was a good idea. Especially, since I love to organize this idea is perfect for me. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Ask your pediatrician for a copy of your child's vaccination records (a.k.a a shot card). You want to make sure that your child's doctor reviews this each visit and carry it with you when you travel. </div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-4725707766472233471?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-48899495686497288962010-07-05T19:46:00.004-04:002010-07-05T19:54:09.523-04:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TDJwdteRl2I/AAAAAAAAANI/QDxTjwuexwU/s1600/insurance.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490574551443150690" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 353px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 366px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TDJwdteRl2I/AAAAAAAAANI/QDxTjwuexwU/s400/insurance.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>This month is going to be full of insurance stuff. We are currently working with an office manager at the doctor's office to secure our insurance for the expensive drugs. Unfortunately, she has been difficult to get a hold of. Therefore, I am dedicating this month to mastering the insurance battle. I am sure it is going to be a battle. Isn't dealing with insurance such a pain?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I will keep you posted about my progress.</div><div> </div><div align="center">{<a href="http://memberconnections.com/olc/filelib/LCNG/cpages/9003/Library/images/insurance.jpg">pic</a>}</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-4889949568649728896?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-25976498785634902282010-06-28T21:13:00.005-04:002010-06-28T21:17:21.309-04:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TClJJuPWYqI/AAAAAAAAANA/xEbhWlg5oMA/s1600/your_life.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5487998052307722914" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TClJJuPWYqI/AAAAAAAAANA/xEbhWlg5oMA/s400/your_life.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>I am learning to live in the moment.</div><br /><div></div><div>I am learning to keep my mind filled with positive thoughts. </div><div> </div><div></div><div>I am watching Funniest Home Videos and sitting beside my husband right now. I am grateful. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-2597649878563490228?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-8447318839453636172010-06-21T07:15:00.001-04:002010-06-21T17:43:34.402-04:00I have been on an emotional roller coaster since learning the news about IVF.<br /><p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5479247754502746914" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 283px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TAoyzWt-MyI/AAAAAAAAAMI/aQgKfffW4RE/s400/skateboard-roller-coaster.jpg" border="0" />My stomach is in knots most days. I haven't been able to really function. It is always on my mind. The "what ifs" the guilt and the questions.</p><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TAoyr7rRjTI/AAAAAAAAAMA/087UAJXnWSg/s1600/toc.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5479247626984590642" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 269px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TAoyr7rRjTI/AAAAAAAAAMA/087UAJXnWSg/s400/toc.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />I wish I could make it all stop. But it is just the beginning. I wish I could live a "normal" life and go through this process. But I think I gave up being "normal" a long time ago. I am seeing a counselor and that is helping. However, I am struggling with staying positive. I feel so negative, so helpless, and so not myself anymore. This is by far my hardest struggle of my life. From the time I was a little girl I knew that I wanted to be a mother. All of my Barbies were pregnant and I would pretend to be pregnant by stuffing my shirts to make a pregnant belly. My poor parents where probably horrified! Hahaha. When someone would ask me what I wanted to be when I grew up? My response was a mother and the president. <br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TAoyl-bdwlI/AAAAAAAAAL4/xnNUR5ryMYU/s1600/behemothart8.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5479247524644373074" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TAoyl-bdwlI/AAAAAAAAAL4/xnNUR5ryMYU/s400/behemothart8.jpg" border="0" /></a> I dearly hope my dream of being a mother comes true. I will cherish every moment with my child. I know in my heart that I will make a wonderful mother. I have such a big heart! I know I do. But I have to say that the anger and resentment flowing through my veins recently has made me question my loving heart. It has made me question everything about myself. <br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TAoyfj3U7aI/AAAAAAAAALw/Yk-GBB8g690/s1600/amazing-roller-coaster-picture.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5479247414434262434" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TAoyfj3U7aI/AAAAAAAAALw/Yk-GBB8g690/s400/amazing-roller-coaster-picture.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div align="center">{<a href="http://picdit.wordpress.com/2007/11/20/4-awesome-roller-coasters/">pics</a>}</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="left">I am going to end with a positive thought. I know that I will be a wonderful mother regardless of how I become a mother whether it is with IVF or adoption. I was built and destined to be a mother. This much I know is true. </div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-844731883945363617?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-17355850287386851312010-06-12T23:30:00.004-04:002010-06-12T23:30:00.562-04:00More items to add to my future wish list for the baby.<br /><br />Isn't this the cutest elephant?<br /><div></div><br /><div>Retail cost is $20 and I will be buying this item new when the time comes.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div align="center"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5479498614586151010" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 270px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 250px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TAsW9VWnEGI/AAAAAAAAAMo/Lq9dLFqAQdI/s400/store_grabbyelephant_01.jpg" border="0" />{<a href="http://www.taggies.com/cgi-bin/estore/show_entry?index=43">pic</a>} </div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="left">I also like this blanket too.</div>Retail cost is $24.95 and this is also an item I would purchase brand new.<br /><div align="left"></div><br /><div align="left"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5479500584833480386" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TAsYwBGLdsI/AAAAAAAAAMw/pIq2n13UOiE/s400/store_ln_little_02.jpg" border="0" /></div><br /><p align="center">{<a href="http://www.taggies.com/cgi-bin/estore/show_entry?index=176">pic</a>}</p><p align="left">If you are interested, here is a link to the Taggies Shop: <a href="http://www.taggies.com/cgi-bin/estore/list_catalog">http://www.taggies.com/cgi-bin/estore/list_catalog</a>. </p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-1735585028738685131?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-52412260156913898782010-06-11T20:53:00.005-04:002010-06-11T20:59:36.195-04:00I think this is such a cute idea for a child's birthday or for someone young at heart!<br /><div></div><br /><div></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481685383051460658" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 383px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 383px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TBLb0As7wDI/AAAAAAAAAM4/zsNhzhg9OQg/s400/Birthday-Balloons-happy-birthday-fanpop-users-410747_383_383.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div align="center">{<a href="http://www.fanpop.com/spots/happy-birthday-fanpop-users/images/410747/title/birthday-balloons">pic</a>}</div><br /><div><strong>Make a mountain of balloons.</strong> An hour or so before your birthday child awakes, inflate a bunch of balloons and fill his or her bedroom floor with a rainbow of balloons.</div><br /><div></div><div>I just loved this idea. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-5241226015691389878?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-51645714246935041282010-06-08T09:11:00.002-04:002011-02-02T06:03:41.161-05:00The one good part of the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">IVF</span> process that I am going to enjoy is being able to plan for the baby. Currently, I am searching for all of the products that I want to get. I will not buy any of this stuff until I am pregnant but it can't hurt to dream and plan while I have the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">luxury</span> of time and money. I know both of these will be very limited once the baby arrives.<br /><div></div><br /><div>The first item on my wish list is a <strong><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Bumbo</span> Seat.</strong></div><br /><div><strong></strong></div><div>Parents rave about the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Bumbo</span> Seat, saying that their babies really enjoy being able to sit up and look around from a fairly young age.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div><strong>Pros</strong></div><br /><div>Allows baby to sit up and see what's going on at an early age.<br />Easily washable.<br />Portable and lightweight.</div><br /><div><strong>Cons<br /></strong></div><div>Baby may not enjoy the seat once he or she is mobile.<br />Older babies can arch their backs and tip out of the seat.<br />Some packaging shows <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Bumbo</span> Seats being used on tables or counters, which is not safe.<br />Costs a lot for a simple baby seat.</div><br /><div></div><div>Retail cost is around $40 but I plan to purchase a used aqua colored one from eBay. </div><br /><div></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5479464616960568338" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 225px; height: 300px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TAr4CaVBrBI/AAAAAAAAAMg/AEuE6WLjKUA/s400/%21BtQ%29ig%21CGk%7E%24%28KGrHqIH-DgEvqeouWfBBL7K-%2BsOBw%7E%7E_35.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-5164571424693504128?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-30584658715084485362010-06-06T13:26:00.001-04:002010-06-06T13:26:00.095-04:00I love my Kindle it is one of the best inventions in my opinion. But I keep telling my husband that I want an iPad too. A nurse, the other day, even said that I could go into sales at Amazon because I was so convincing about purchasing a Kindle.<br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5479344916639964626" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 368px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TAqLK74q3dI/AAAAAAAAAMY/z1D_vb9-UPI/s400/Amazon-Kindle2.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><div align="center">{<a href="http://www.techfodder.com/2009/02/touchscreen-kindle-coming-soon.html">pic</a>}</div><br /><br /><br />While I was in the doctor's office, I whipped out my Kindle and browsed for books about IVF and I found this one:<br /><br /><p align="center"><iframe style="WIDTH: 120px; HEIGHT: 240px" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" src="http://rcm.amazon.com/e/cm?t=jaouofde-20&amp;o=1&amp;p=8&amp;l=as1&amp;asins=0738208973&amp;fc1=000000&amp;IS2=1&amp;lt1=_blank&amp;m=amazon&amp;lc1=0000FF&amp;bc1=000000&amp;bg1=FFFFFF&amp;f=ifr" frameborder="0" scrolling="no"></iframe></p>I liked the book because she writes and communicates like you are a close friend and she completely understands the anxiety and emotions surrounding IVF.<br /><br />Last night, I did make the mistake of reading it before bed and I was wired. I couldn't get to sleep for over an hour. It was as if I consumed five cups of coffee. Note to self do not read IVF books before bed.<br /><br />This book fulfills my first item on my <a href="http://ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com/2010/06/to-do-lists.html">to do list</a>.<br /><br /><br /><br /><em><span style="font-size:78%;">Compensated Links Used In Post</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-3058465871508448536?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-65431508120474065862010-06-05T07:20:00.002-04:002010-06-05T13:25:14.943-04:00I am a list person and I love being organized. Organization equals peace of mind for me.<br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5479250939922802002" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 266px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TAo1sxVS5VI/AAAAAAAAAMQ/pG7g3ZbPB6Y/s400/dumbo.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div align="center">{<a href="http://bugginout.wordpress.com/2009/02/19/">pic</a>}</div><br />First, on my to do list for IVF is:<br /><br /><strong>1. Learn everything I can about the IVF process.</strong><br /><br />I am completely new to this. I have known other couples who did IVF but I never in my wildest dreams thought that I would be joining their camp. But I am here now so I am going to make the best of it.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-6543150812047406586?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9206059939667709238.post-11760336678284199702010-06-03T12:22:00.001-04:002010-06-28T20:18:46.468-04:00We had a doctor's appointment today to determine our pregnancy options. <div><br /><div>The drive to the appointment was difficult. I could feel myself clinching the steering wheel the entire one hour drive! </div><br /><div>What did we find out? </div><br /><div>That we will need to do IVF in order to get pregnant. This one statement has changed everything for me and us. </div><br /><div>And so began my <a href="http://ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com/2010/06/emotional-rollercoaster.html">emotional roller coaster</a> about this process.</div><br /><div></div><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5479238287899021650" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_FTF4s84itqg/TAoqMU3w0VI/AAAAAAAAALo/_rk_7eyQdWA/s400/amazing-roller-coaster-picture.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div align="center">{<a href="http://picdit.wordpress.com/2007/11/20/4-awesome-roller-coasters/">pic</a>} </div><br /><div>This blog is intended to be a journal for me to remember this chapter in our lives and also to share our journey with others. I sincerely hope that this blog can be a place of comfort and joy for all to read. This is just yet another chapter in my life and it all began with one appointment on June 3, 2010. </div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9206059939667709238-1176033667828419970?l=ourivfjourneytobaby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Janienoreply@blogger.com5